Thursday, December 07, 2006
Okay...I'm cutting the whole Rigil thing out...I've separated my life with him and his feeling-edgy gf.
I'm soo happy right now. Wanna know why?? Coz I felt a lot more at ease. My cousin and I recovered the friendship we've shared from a few of my childish mistakes a long time ago. We talked for hours! From the moment I went in our room until she got off to work (she woks as a call agent--amazing working stud)
The early morning jog. On second thought...was it a jog we made kanina? Coz we walked all throughout the ROTC jog! haha! Coz they asked us to walk naman. E di maglalakad!
KwatroKantos. The only band I am so familiar with here in Iloilo. With Eman (from Pinoy Dream Academy) as the vocalist, who could not recognize them here in our province? Well, even though he got kicked out, I'm still proud of him. I didn't notice him, they had this gig in a huge event in school once before he got inside the Academy. By the way, you should listen to his song, Waiting List...I liked it.
Irritating. I wonder why I get so irritated easily. As I've read in Reader's Digest just a while ago about "What Irritates you", I figured out that it was still normal to be irritated with "KNOW-IT-ALLS". In the morning jog that I was talking about, a classmate of mine acted like a know-it-all! In RD's survey, know-it-alls ranked number 1 in the Philippines as the most common reason why pinoys go nuts! As I was saying about my classmate, well, she nearly embarassed me in front of my friends after saying that she knows this and that which made me shut up for a moment to think of my response to her kabastusan. I called it kabastusan kasi, really it was! You shouldn't butt in other people's ideas unless you have something "meaningful" to say. Meaningful, yung hindi nakakasakit yung ibig kong sabihin.
Hey...my class should be starting any minute now...gotta leave.
welcome to the black parade :: | :: 12:08 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
Why would you fight for a friend na ayaw naman niyang ipaglaban mo siya. Minsan napag-isipisip ko na para na talaga akong tanga sa kakakonsinte sa kaibigan kong espesyal sa akin.
I've not yet mentioned her mean gf. Yeah me and Angel had to admit that we were mean to the gf before...but our "mean-ness" was quite reasonable though. For the fact that she's being maarte at unfair.
What if one day Rigil would just tell us to leave him alone? What if he'd tell us to mind our own business. Like on a scene in Wonderful life, where Daniel (Kim Jae Won or Seung Wan in Korean) told Sabrina (Eugene or Se jin in korean) to leave Cynthia (his two-timing ex) and him alone?! What if it happend to our friendship?! Sayang pa naman yung pangalan ng blog ko. Ipinangalan ko pa naman derived sa expreience naming tatlo. Kailan ko pa ba ulit makikita yung meteor na yun?! Sisingilin ko siya! Di niya kasi tinupad yung wish naming magkaibigan! I had to blame that stupid shooting star!!! Pinanilawa niya kasi akong, tutupadin niya yung hiniling naming tatlo!!!
As of now, talagang iiyak na talaga ako! Hindi ko alam kung galit ako dun sa gf niya?! Or just mad at myself for being sooo stupid! I don't know if I should blame Rigil for having an undeserving gf! Who considered our friendship (the Gel-Nin-Rig trio) a hindrance to her relationship with him! We used to be friends, the four of us. But the gf went OA...that Angel and I couldn't stand her sometimes.
Sometimes, Rigil would tell us: "Away kami kanina e...sinabihan niya akong #@$% things"! Which made me burn like hell sa galit sa ginawa ng gf! Alam mo minsan (Rigil forgive me ha?) para ka talagang tanga...ang martyr mo friend! Grabe! Nakayanan mong tiisin?! Mahal mo nga talaga.
Sa ngayon, there goes the gf, inviting Angel and I sa friendster, ginamit niya yung account ni Rigil. Tapos invite niya kaming dalawa ni Angel, showing off their newly taken pic...tapos naglagay din siya ng glitters all over the pic like exactly what I made (dun sa my pic naming tatlo sa pinakaibaba sa posts ko or you could check it out sa friendster ko--www.friendster.com/hopiatkd).
Basag ang facial expression ko ngayon. Di nga ako makatawa e. To the gf: Happy, are you?
welcome to the black parade :: | :: 12:00 PM