Sunday, February 04, 2007
I have diarrhea and acid on my stomach. I'm tired and I want to sleep.
There's not much to say right now. I just feel like updating. I'm going back to school again tomorrow. I hate school. But I need to.
It's a good thing I got sick. Just to see if I was human. [Geez, I never thought my parents could care a lot when I get sick]
Alert. My Gerard Way obsession is getting worse than I thought. That in fact I'm having troubles sleeping at night. Maybe I should see a psychiatrist or something. A psychiatrist once adviced that it was normal. So maybe I could continue my Gee OB.
This. If I could never get a new computer now, then I'd be sending my waves at bay. Why? For God's sake I am an IT student! [here goes the rant] How am I ever gonna survive college if I never got a computer of my own? Think, I will survive but an unsatisfactory suvival. Help.
Cannot be. I read something from wikipedia according to an MCR forum, that gerard was gay. He could not be gay! No way! He could not be gay! I don't believe this! Whoever edited that topic is such a [forgive me] moron. Okay, this might be just the result of misconception and my rants are just results of obsession and denial [God, am I crazy?]. Grrrrr! [okay...I'm taking this easy]
That I am so gone. Ever experienced a teacher burning like hell because of you? I made this itsy-bitsy mistake then =kaboom=. She favored those who were sooo sweet to her [aaaw<--this sucks]. Teachers like her should not teach. I know it's natural that some teachers, well practice favoritism. But I am so against it. I wish I got a better school.
I just can't get myself right now. I'd stay on my room for no reason and my tambayan would be in front of the monitor for hours. I see that my parents worry for me. I hate pork, I don't like eating and I haven't eaten since 2 days ago. I can't be anorexic, can I? I see myself fat, and yes I am. I don't have the ache for food but I still munch on chocolates [I know I should not]. Anything that has oil makes me want to vomit. I sleep a lot now. I skip meals too--unconciously. Is this the result of too much acid [I ate peanuts teh whole week--what can I say, I love them]?
Labels: gerard, my chemical romance, sick
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