Saturday, January 27, 2007
We just finished filming some of the scenes that we'll be having for our movie trailer project in Multimedia. I'm so tired and a bit washed out.
I'm just so thankful to everybody who helped us with all the "hukay" of the props. I have cold and I think I'm about to have a headache. I've become a bit irritable these days too. I wonder why.
A groupmate [in this project], is making my nerves itch. I don't know actually. She didn't do anything as a matter of fact. She's so kind, so sweet that [sometimes] it becomes corny and it lights my ass up. [it's in a survey that one of the things that irritates people is: corniness (tama ba spelling?)] Let's face it, I'm acting kinda b*tchy right now. I hate this.
My head is all messed up. I don't know which task to handle first: my midterm exam in Programming, my feeling major exam in PE, my movie trailer or my suffering health [I hate this]. And...by the way, I'm getting fat as usual. I'm not eating tonight and maybe the following nights. I don't like food anymore. Except veggies [they're not food, they're alternatives for food---because food makes us fat. Okay this maybe is a wrong interpretation but what the heck]. My throat soars so I have this good excuse not to eat [talk about fooling myself].
Okay shift topic, my Uncle just arrived and guess what, my cousin bought me MCR's latest album [geez, I don't know why I hardlickin' like that band so much]. Mom told him that it was my latest: OB--obsession. I'm not obsessed, I'm just freakin' crazy about them! I have no idea how MCR's music morphed me into somebody else. I just don't know. [Like the way I answered my Dad back when he told me to shift to Nursing] My God, he has no idea about how many parents ever wished their kids to stick to only one course [less financial waste]--unless of course, they're illegal and they're kids would find themselves surrounded by media asking about bombings and death threats [whatever].
Right now, I just wished I get all my problems in school solved and this [itsy bitsy] presonality prob. Before it takes over me...and one day I 'll wake up with the world against me. I don't want that, besides who wanted it, would be such a moron.Labels: dramatic, irritable moment, my chemical romance
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